Tantrum

I don't like it cuz it's different
I don't want it; it's uncomfortable
I wanna cry because I'm scared
I wanna hit, but you're so lovable
Keep me safe inside your arms
Don't let go; just hold on tight
Please don't leave cuz when you do
I'll cry harder than I'd like
I'll scream and shout and throw a fit
And if I'm mean or moody now
It's only cuz I can't find
A better way to let it out
And be the person inside my mind
The one that's bright and optimistic
Not hiding from the world
Not living from a distance
The one that's strong and ever fearless
Not broken down and hurt
Or taking you for granite
Not blind to what you're worth
You told me that I'd see you again
But my life will change a lot
I can't believe that we must end
So abrupt; it's all my fault
I wish I knew that in your future
Is where I'd find mine too
I wish I had the strength to tell you
How I really feel about you